How I Rape My Rapist

I RAPED MY RAPIST

His face, hard, the thrust, fast, the pain, unbearable. Although he saw the blood that is lubricating his manhood as he tore my hymen, he only smiled like a man who won lottery. I screamed but the dirty singlet stuffed into my mouth muffled the sound.
Brother Jude, the good brother Jude that everyone loves and looks innocent pinned me down and tore into  me with a ferocity that shook ever nerve in my body.
After he was done, he said "Sade you are a fine girl, how come you are still a virgin"
All I could do was cry because I was too weak to even utter a word.
Brother Jude sent me to buy him suya and malt, I did and he grabbed and raped me destroying the greatest virtue I have.
"Sade, why are you crying, I thought you wanted it"
I stood up, grabbed my soiled tight and use my wrapper to cover myself as I proceeded to exit his room.

He blocked my path "Sade, don't tell anyone, I know its painful, but next time you will enjoy it." I nodded okay
"Take this 500 to buy drugs, I want us to be dating, and I will take care of you. I did not know you are a virgin, you are a good girl and I will never hurt you Sade mi"

Two weeks after my rape experience, I still could not comprehend how I lost my most precious  possession. And the cynical smile on  bro Jude's face each time we cross path  in the corridor.
One evening, he whispered to me "Sade, when will you come visit me again now" again that wicked smile on his face. It was then I knew I had to do something to ease the pain in my heart.

A day later, I knocked on bro Jude's door, smiled as he opened the door  and handed over to him the cold bottle of soya milk I  brought  from my mom's shop for him. I walked into the room. I told him, I want him to drink the soya milk and get enough strength for the work ahead. I gave him a kiss and allowed him fondled my breast.

30 minutes later, I crossed over the body of bro Jude who was choking under the influence of the pesticide I put inside the soya milk. I picked the bottle up, cleaned the foam from his mouth and as I slipped out of bro Jude's room unnoticed, he took his last breath.

Written by Longe Segun Solomon.